3月 2012
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tuesday. the sky, a violent blue: even the clouds begin to sigh.
a grim sort of heaven cascading— uninvited, expected—into our negative space.
it says, youth is poison.
youth is the colour of a forest fire.
the small of my back retains the warmth from before and i am thinking, for us both: the misery of a body.
the late afternoon exudes with such tragedy that our words can...
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sigh, what did i get myself into…
2月 2012
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“It does help, to be a writer, to have the sort of crazed ego that doesn’t allow...”
– —Neil Gaiman, On Writing
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so
once upon a february 28 2012
there was a silly schoolgirl
having a silly problem
thinking about silly things that’s been happening for around two weeks now
she was trying to rule it out as something else
but not doing a very good job
and so instead she worked hard, made sure she was always doing something, napped on the train whenever she could despite her track record of...
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careers advisor: what do you want to do when you're older?
me: middle aged british actors
careers advisor: what
me: what
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my dearest mother just threw a box of trader joe’s butter waffle cookies (which are really delicious) at me and screamed “NO TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME OMG I JUST OPENED THIS TWENTY MINUTES AGO I DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED GOD”
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it’s not that i don’t have enough time for all my classwork, i’m certain i do…it’s just that i choose to prioritize literature because um well it’s the best YEAH I SAID IT
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there is nothing nicer than celebrating class ending early by avocado shopping
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people at my school need to stop being so goddamn attractive
professors included
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i like shopping at h&m
girl in the next fitting room stall: hey bonnie which of these tops would get our ceramics professor to fuck me
girl named bonnie: whichever one is easier to wash
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so i have to write an analysis/argument concerning the ending of waiting for the barbarians (which i enjoyed, by the way) for my literature class, and another paper that “introduces myself” to my humanities professor so he can get to know me better
guess which one is harder to write
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I like being alone.
buddhacoffee:
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being...
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匿名からの質問: you go to SF state right? what year are you in?
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“talking about virginity is so annoying to me, and here’s why- firstly it’s used...”
– —mutualaddiction responding to an ask saying she was hot because she was a virgin
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hamins:
oh you’re quoting murakami? shit you must be such an original and authentic little snowflake!!!
lol, haters gonna hate
i know people raise their eyebrows at this recent influx of murakami readers, but i’m glad that more people appreciate his work. it’s nice, being able to talk about his stories with people, rather than have to explain to them what it is that i’m...
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cutting out all the toxic things and people in my life
waking up with the spring and a deep breath
feeling wonderful in 3, 2, 1
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please, let me crawl out of this creative dry spell soon. i can feel it, the lazy burning of afterthoughts. but they are useless, i am useless, without the words to arouse them.
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1) my weekends are starting to disappear…but i still have fridays, so it’s alright. 2) it brightens my day when someone smiles and greets me a good morning, but not so much when they hand me a PETA pamphlet directly afterwards. um, no thank you. it was almost as bad as those horrible “students for life” displays. you know the one. 3) whoever said that lightning never...
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laborwitz:
does anyone want to come and sit quietly in the same room with me
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i’m only in my second semester, but i’m already home. i really, really love being a literature major. sitting here, while not really being here at all. swallowed by mountains of texts and kissed by the merit of completed word documents. a few papercuts i no longer feel the sting of, and instead smile upon as stories to tell.
i guess you can say i’ve been pleased with myself...
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sorry i haven’t been around. staying off of tumblr feels great to me, but i just felt the need to apologize (to the twenty-something that left, i’ll miss you guys!). i don’t know, i can only last through five pages maximum on the dashboard before losing interest and going elsewhere. i’ve been busy, yes, but happy in my work. hmm.
how are all of you? did i miss anything?
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completely screwed myself over for the workload this upcoming week by replaying final fantasy x for the past several hours and…yet…i…am…still…playing…
oh god it is nearly impossible to tear me away from a final fantasy game unless i finish oh shit i have so much homework but i can’t stop won’t stop WOW SOMEONE HELP ME
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“Memories are nice, but that’s all they are.”
– —Rikku, Final Fantasy X
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hi, i’m alive. sort of.
i’m not drowning right now, just treading. but my skin is fluent in the hints of an upcoming storm. there’s more. i’m still figuring out what glows brighter: people, or the space their bodies leave behind. i’ve been swallowing stories and bleeding out words. there’s still more. i have four more weeks until i get on that plane and reunite...
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i’ll be somewhere else for a while. i need to restore my sense of balance. trying my best to be thankful for all these obstacles. without my obstacles, i would be nothing.
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memories of things that never happened, homesick for a place i never belonged to.
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remember when i used to actually write
sigh
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aantifreeze:
excerpt from diary: december
i would kiss him, but things are complicated.
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再生する
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